About Dee

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 I am not about being a victim. I am all about being a victor ~ happy, confident, and prosperous in my life. No, it was not easy to get to this place of peace and harmony. It took a lot of work, releasing pain, anger, resentment and opening myself up to possibilities. In 2 years, I went from being the most negative, angry, self-destructive person you would have ever met, to being the positive, gentle, and the happy person I am today. I tell my story to let you know that there is hope and there is victory! 

My life has not been easy. I suffered a head injury when I was just 2 years old that impact my formative years. I experienced sexual, physical, and emotional abuse as a child. I was an outcast in school, being bullied and voted the least likely to succeed in life. Thoughts of suicide were always flowing thru my head. However, a voice inside told me that I would not succeed and would end up in a worse place. So, I only dreamed (or so I thought) of a better place without all the hurt and pain. 

  The "damage had been done".  I had learned that as an adult, I needed to do whatever it took to push people away. I did not feel comfortable around people and knew that if I got close to someone, they would, sooner or later, hurt me. I subconsciously decided would hurt them first! I pulled myself inward and did not allow people to see the real me. I developed an argumentative mentality and fought with anyone about anything. Nothing was ever done to my satisfaction and that made me angry, bitter, and very hard to be around. I was moody. My moods would go from being happy go lucky to depressive at the flip of a coin. I hid my pain behind the wall I put up. Looking back, it is a wonder that no-one ever kicked my ass! 

The first BIG kick in the ass with my realization that I had become my mother. Please do not get me wrong, I loved my Mom. She had a wonderful spirit that had endured a nightmare of a childhood. She was very intelligent and when she loved it was with all her heart. There was just too much pain in her life that she never got over, that she let fester for all her life. She showed me  the way to be an angry, bitter and unlovable person. I did not want to be this way. I wanted to change.

The second BIG kick in the ass came when I was diagnosed with Leaky Gut Syndrome. Food, the one thing I took total comfort in, had become my enemy. I went into the deepest depression that I have every experienced. Ray, my partner, who never seemed to notice when I felt sick, was alarmed and afraid I was suicidal. He gave me the option to call the doctor or go to the emergency room. That was the start of my awakening. I called the doctor (Functional) and told him what was happening. He had me to come immediately into his office (Christmas Eve) and gave me some IVs to help boost me. He then told me that I should consider anti-depressants. Long story short - I declined.

I went home that night and broke down. I was at the rock bottom. I reached out to God and asked God to show me the path forward. That I no longer wanted to live this way. I wanted to change and be the person I knew I could be. I promised to follow the path that was given to me. And that is when my life started to change. 

Synchronicity is a fun to see in action. I started by getting something in the mail about something called "tapping". I laughed as I through the ad away – “like something like this would help anyone”! Then the emails arrived offering "FREE TAPPING SUMMIT", and I thought "WOW, they are getting desperate!" . A week later the Facebook Ads appeared "JOIN NOW - FREE TAPPING SUMMIT!" and I thought - GEZ, how did they get my number? I never Googled this!" <LOL> And finally, an old friend called. One I hadn't spoken to in years, and started talking about tapping. It was then that I realized that God was trying to talk to me, to give me a direction. I took the direction and enrolled in the Tapping Summit.

The first day of the Summit I learned what tapping is, the tapping method and within the 1 hour lecture I noticed that my depression was gone. I felt lighter and more energized. "WHAT A FLUKE!" was my thought pattern. 

My Dad had passed away 4 months earlier and I thought of him every night  and shed tears. That night I thought - OK, they said to use tapping on everything! I sat up on the edge of my bed crying and started tapping. Within 5 minutes I felt a calmness come over me. I no longer felt the emotional drain of not being able to say goodbye. Instead, the wonderful memories started flowing. The times we spent together going on trips and laughing. This is when I say my path opened in front on me. I heard the call.

 My mood swings totally disappeared. I do not concentrate on all of the negative things that happened in my life. The meaning of forgiveness is part of my foundation. I am thankful for all that the Universe has provided me and continues to provide. I am at peace and enjoying every minute of this wonderful life.

Metaphysics and Energy Work has become my passion. I have witnessed miracles and the healing of a person’s soul. I know that everyone has this ability to heal. We have lost the ancient art of healing. Everyone can learn the technique and navigate their way to a peaceful life. 

I would love to share with you my knowledge of how to heal yourself, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Results can never be guaranteed and may go in a different direction that you may desire. Mine sure did! However, I know that this path makes me feel complete, blessed and happy. Please check out my Offerings page for classes and healing events.